Archive for March, 2009

26
Mar

Viewing the Harness

   Posted by: Dave    in Journal

Several years ago in Tulsa, Oklahoma, a man named Bill Britton wrote an allegory he called The Harness of the Lord. In it, he compares Christian discipleship with the training of a colt intended to pull the king’s coach.   One paragraph describes the position in which I often find myself. 

Finally this period of training was over. Was he now rewarded with his freedom and sent back to the fields? Oh no. But a greater confinement than ever now took place as a harness dropped about his shoulders. Now he found there was not even the freedom to run about the small corral for in the harness he could only move where and when his Master spoke. And unless the Master spoke he stood still.

In recent months (o.k., it has been almost two years), God has lifted the harness of formal ministry from me, and blessed me with the astonishingly clear, strong ministry of Lee Ponder and the talented team that surrounds him. He (God) did this so I could devote my time to the care and disciplining of a granddaughter and three great-grandchildren.  I occasionally filled in for Veronica Smith who teaches our adult Bible study, but that was akin to the desk-bound pilots I knew in the Air Force who periodically flew 4 hours just to keep their flying status intact.

My time with my descendants is drawing to a close.  Simultaneously, I have been invited to teach Ruling and Reigning Training, an intermediate level Christian living class the title of which I shamelessly stole from Roger Davin.  Roger is responsible for a great deal of my theology, may God have mercy on him.

As I shuffle through old notes and sundry PowerPoint files, trying to lay out a cogent, one-year syllabus, I stop to ponder that well-worn harness.  Like most life icons, it is both heavy, and addictively comfortable.  With Jeremiah, I say, “…there is in my heart as it were a burning fire shut up in my bones, and I am weary with holding it in, and I cannot.” [RSV]

Terry O’Neil and his telepathic friends have been languishing in an 800-year-old Andorran military facility for months now.  If I start teaching, it’s unlikely that that particular novel (Omorti’s Children) will see a great deal of progress.  Fortunately, I write because I enjoy it, not because I need the money.  Sorry, Terry.

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20
Mar

An Allegory for Life?

   Posted by: Dave    in Journal

I had jury duty this week.  If this is typical of the state of our criminal justice system, may God have mercy on us.  The trial is over; I am permitted to talk about it, so here’s a distillation of the whole body of testimony.

The defendant was an inmate at a minimum security prison in Colorado, and nearing his release date.  He admitted to smuggling raw pizza dough and sugar (yeast and sugar ferment nicely) out of the kitchen in his shoes.   As the story begins, two guards are alerted that an inmate appears to be acting as a lookout outside one of the cells (think dormitory room).  One guard arrives a few moments before the other, enters the room, and finds three inmates along with the ingredients and paraphernalia to brew ‘hooch’, jailhouse beer.  In fact two batches are in process.  Being outnumbered, the guard felt insecure, and ordered everyone out of the room.  The guard never bothered to take names.  There are no cameras. As it turned out, only one inmate in the room actually lived there, the others were described as a “bald white guy with tattoos,” thus describing roughly half the prison population, and a “little Mexican dude,” thus describing roughly the other half.  No one was about to identify either of these individuals.  The contraband was confiscated, but not fingerprinted.  Pictures of the contraband were taken, but not in their original context.

Two days later a state investigator bearing a considerable resemblance to James Gandolfini who portrays Tony Soprano on the HBO series, shows up.  He takes two samples of the hooch, one from each batch–he assumes, but cannot be positive because he took no notes–puts each sample in a plastic bottle of the sort the druggist uses for your prescriptions, and destroys the rest. He then takes the samples to the state laboratory where they sit for two months, fermenting away.  Oddly, the bottles leaked under the pressure of fermentation, and cross-contaminated.  When, after two months, the lab tested the samples, lo and behold, they contained an unspecified percentage of alcohol.

In the meantime, there is an ongoing effort to determine who was in, or near, the erstwhile brewery.  Three men are identified, the one that lives there, the lookout, and one other.  These are confined in a separate lockup, and questioned.  The bald, tattooed white man and the small gentleman of Latin ancestry were never identified.  If the numbers don’t quite add up for you, you’re in good company.  The resident of the brewery (the defendant in this case) saw his duty under the inmates’ unwritten, but vigorously enforced, code of conduct.  He confessed that all the contraband was his, and no one else was involved.  No one made any record of his confession, let alone asked him to sign anything.

The defendant is charged with one count of introducing contraband.  The count specifically charged him with making alcohol.  Twelve members of a jury of his peers concluded that he clearly pinched ingredients to make hooch, and knew what was going on in his room.  They heard no evidence whatsoever that he actually made anything.   Absent the possibility of convicting him of conspiracy, complicity, or as an accessory, we acquitted him.

On the one hand, the defendant skated.  He was guilty of several things, none of which were in the indictment.  The state failed to prove the one thing for which they charged him because the officers had unconscionable lapses in regular police procedure.  (If you want to write, sooner or later you have to learn this stuff)

On the other hand, the defendant was looking at one to three additional years for trying to brew a little beer.  The other two had their wrists slapped.  We, of course, didn’t know what the potential sentence might have been during deliberations, but felt a little better about the justice of our decision after we heard.

All of this cost money, lots of it.  It cost the taxpayers of course, but it cost almost 50 citizens a day’s work, and 13 of us two day’s.  Someone had to find a substitute for the English teacher whose students were working on a major project.  The coal mine had to schedule around the absence of one of its foremen.   The commissioned salesman earned no commission. The night waitress worked double shifts. We all did our duty with seriousness, and remarkable sense of cheerfulness, but nothing substantive was accomplished.  It may be an allegory for life-I truly hope not.  I have higher expectations of life.

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